YHVH Rapha

He said, “If you listen carefully to the voice of the Lord your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the Lord, who heals you.” ex 15.26

Three years later. . .

I know it’s pretty lame to start a post with “where have i been for the past 3 years” . . . but still . . .

Life has happened. I have had a couple more babies. Lots of stress with them. I almost wonder now if the sheer number of kids ruined mom’s mind. 😉

Life is so busy and there is so little time for me, my interests. I know mothering is about sacrifice but wonder if i missed the memo about balance.

I hate the mother I’ve become. Yelling at the children replaced calm instructions. I keep telling myself that they are young, they don’t understand, they haven’t done this before. No matter. I don’t have time to be patient.

Seriously wonder if i’m ruining my children.

Terribly afraid that i’m turning into my mother.

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